Who hurt you so much that you started to hate yourself?

Midnight thoughts (what made you so sad)

-this just made me cry. 

(via dreamsarewakingup)

I’m sorry for my inability to let unimportant things go.
Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via larmoyante)
Never feel guilty about something that makes you happy
(via fluerly)
Part of me knows one more day won’t do anything except postpone the heartbreak. But another part of me believes differently. We are born in one day. We die in one day. We can change in one day. And we can fall in love in one day. Anything can happen in just one day.
Gayle Forman, Just One Day (via feellng)
I desperately wish
You were happy
Right now
But I know
That’s so much
Easier said
Than done.
So please
Do what you can
To stay alive
For me
For now.
You may not
Have felt
For a very long time
But that doesn’t mean
You can’t.
One day.
M.S. (via coffee-crinkled-pages)

My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not

So y’all can take your narcissistic
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

(via runiqu) THIS IS STILL GOING AROUND ANYWAYS it completely rips off my poem x please stop reblogging this work (via sunflowury)
i want you to just fucking hold me or just hold me and fuck me
(via nakedly)
I tried to love you less. I couldn’t.
 Simone de Beauvoir, from The Mandarins (via soulsscrawl)